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What good is confidence? [Dec. 29th, 2005|11:39 am]
funkthewar
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Copesetic - Local H]

well- since alot has changed from the last time i was using Livejournal, let me introduce you to some people - so i may tell this story properly :

Maggie - aquatince/friend
Brianna - friend
Zach - boyfriend

Now, here it gets interesting

Zach, Brianna, and Maggie were hanging out at zach's house yesterday. Later that night he called me around 11? and precided to tell me that Brianna was flirting with him and "trying to seduce him." Me and him talked for a bit longer and i read him The Lorax by Dr.Seuss. We got off the phone at around 12:30 or so and i got online. Brianna too was online - and of course I have a temper with certin things so i bitched her out.
Maggie was at Brianna's nana's with her and from that I found out none of what zach said was true. So of course I felt like an ass for bitching at Brianna and appologised to her, then we all talked to them on the phone for a few hours. But the thing is - This isnt the only time that he has said shit to make me mad at Brianna. I dont get it. I came online this morning to a message left by Zach saying "I was kiding about the brianna thing"
....take a moment-
Are you serous? I mean honestly. Are you kidding me right now?


People are stupid - I am better off not talking to anyone



Aside to that dramma, I have been relitivly good. Me and my mom are on good terms, as well as me and my brothers. And by my brothers i mean Samuel because David was never upset with me that I know of..Living at my dads house is going really good. I love the location, I am close to everything: D'angelo, Smokers Depot, Save alot, that neat chinese store, Amatos, deering oaks. All thats good shit. Portland is so much better than South Portland I think.

How are all my livejournal kids doing? comment me suckas, I miss it
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holy jesus [Dec. 28th, 2005|07:10 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |three little birds - bob marley]

guess what, im back to live journal again.. ill still keep my myspace tho

haha seeing my old entrys is weird. i highly sugest a live journal - or a journal of any kind, even offline. but its cool to see the old messages too. gosh- i can look back so far with this and my other old live journals.


so - whats new you ask?
Me and angelle are talking more again
all X-boy friends are long gone
My mother had disowend me for a bit but I stayed at her house last night... i dunno
oh , my grandparents are comming down this weekend i think some time

I love school vacation - fuck waking up early
i dont mind school as much as i use to, next year i still might be swiching to a portland high school


haha its amasing that i have an entry from the day i meet jacqui - i formaly ador her now, and may be goign to school with her and michelle next year. what sexy bitches! or i may go to deering with sarah, mike, ben, moriah and all the lincoln kids - it all depends.
i may even stay at south portland - with my wonderful boy friend zach
i have a while to decide so im not too worried
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smoke 2 joints in the mornin...smoke 2 joints at night [Sep. 18th, 2005|12:31 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |sublime]

BadFish last night, yeah...deffiantly
haha sarah was supose to be there but i didnt see her and i was like one of the first peopel there senc ei was there like mad early but i did see chip there and me and him and dave howard and mike harris were together pritty much the whole time.

so um well yeah
i duno what to say cuz i havnt written in this in forever
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deep blue [Aug. 27th, 2005|10:19 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |i cought fire - the used]

thoughts...

I need to find a way to kill my time
that dose not waste my time
I see those who collapse around me
I do not want to be one of them
I have so much left to do
We have so much waste potential...


If you date me for long enough,
Ill probly fuck you
But that shouldnt be the reason you date me
because you will find that true with many girls
Im just one of the few to say it upfront
why beat around the bush,
ya know?


Why is stupidity always the right decision if your looking to be in the in crowd?
At least in a immichurity run structure such as adolecience,
Luckly people seem to grow out of it for the most part.
Or we would all be fucked, Basicly



well thats pritty much it
late
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sulfer make me suffer [Aug. 13th, 2005|08:34 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |bitchychoo choo]
[music |blind-korn]

Im bored and hant updated this in mounths so i think i will

i live with my dad now and as most of you know i have myspace .. my names is .mindxkiller. and my email is forhteloveofghandi@yahoo.com, so you can find me if you have it as well..

im probly still goign to south portland high school

and i might go to standish tomorrow till tuesday, im grounded.. sorta - for getting drunk with michelle and joel then going to a beach when i was supose to be getting a job

blah i dont think that i can go to standish any ways i have to bring back my job applications and shit

o, my mom is moving in with my uncle, in south portland - spring street

im not allowed online at my dads house untill school starts so call me there 7759371, id love to hear from you. BE MY FRIENDDDDDD

Ashley's friend anne died:(, sad sad.. another reason not to do done/H
(HEARS THAT DAVID???? not that i care cuz you stink)

oh, im not allowed to hang out with joel or mike or michelle any more ether wich is sad. no friends for maddie:(
well, i still have friends but still


and i have been having cramps that feel just like im not my period for like 3 days and its dumb becasue im not gunna be one it for like a week and a half

well i love you all
see you later
..untill then <3
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jones soda co. [May. 30th, 2005|05:21 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |okayokay]
[music |kiss the rain]

What have you done....

(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) smoked anything else
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car


(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight

(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(?) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been in a cop car
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date


(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die


( ) had a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar


(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from MYSPACE
(x) been moshing at a concert

(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel


(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up


(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school


(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat


(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
(x) been suspended from school/work
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident


( ) had braces
( ) felt like an outcast
(?) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight


(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying


(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins


(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain


(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach



( ) crashed a party and took there tap
( ) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) humped a monkey.. if ricky counts


(x) worn pearls
(x)jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class/work/in public
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) fucked in a park
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something


( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top


(x) had sex at a church..oral
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night


(x) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone


(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x)worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
(x) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch


(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed


(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house

(x) been drunk
(x) played truth or dare
(x) played 7 minutes in heaven
(x) played spin the bottle
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Jim Beam [May. 30th, 2005|04:49 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |Sugar Pills - ASD]

oh my god, what a fucking night last night. it started Very good then wtf lol, if you want the story (wich you do) then call me because i dont want to post it.
you know the number if you are worthy

Alright, i know i havnt posted in a while and im sorry but im not allowed on the computer alot because im a naughty girl. And now that i am on, nobody is online. you guys are bitches.

oh, i got fired from my job a few weeks ago, but im gettign a new one. i filled out some applications to like 5 places plus one of my dads co-werkers has a job for me doing construction or road werk or somthing silly.
speeking of wich i havnt talked to jen in forever and I should. remind me later


well im bored
i need some friends

bye

oh yeah, Mindless Self Indulgence is goign to be at the state theater on june 4th. and im goign and it is goign to be fun.
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litterbug [May. 9th, 2005|08:04 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |bob marley - i shot the sheriff]

im gunna cut my hair shorter and re-die it, it look so crappy right now.


i got my check today. gunna get it cashed and have some fun. yessir






SO MUCH DRUGSSSSS




<my baby3
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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2005|07:53 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |hungrycome here]
[music |MSI - i grab the mic]

I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT I DONT GIVE A SHIT

I LOVE HIM ANY WAYS


(its a secret)



Mindless Self indulgence is comming to the state theater june 4th and oh my god i love that band and i am going or i am goign to die trying.
maybe i will finaly be un-denied of the best ultra sex (mmmm steveeee)

brandon is deffinatly hott and i deffiatly sold a paper to an H addict today.


gosh im affectionate today
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marlboro [May. 4th, 2005|06:24 pm]
funkthewar
[mood |busybusy]
[music |slipknot - left behind]

sorry i havnt posted and i dont really have much tiem to post right now

me and david have been sending letters and we are friends and it is good, i dunno how long it will last.

i fuckin hate ricky and wish he wouldnt call me/have his grandmother call me and put me threw guilt trips and it really pisses me off because i know i havnt been up front with him and it my fault he is goign insane.
fuckign christ leave me be

i havnt been in school sence last friday and havnt been to work ether and i was supose to work every day this week. haha im gunna get fired oh well i got a couple friends out of the job im fine with being fired i get shit for pay because i am on commision. got like 30$ for working 4-830 5 nights. deffinatly not thanks.

i might go out tonight, we will see.


lovley lovey stars..
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